whi is it that whenever im just starting to calm down you pop back up and say something to piss me off even more?
im trying my very hardest to stay calm, because it upsets those around me, and when i read all your shitty little comments over facebook and this bloody website, i just want to scream. hypocritical as it may be for me to post this on a blog, i feel i have the right seeing as you wont say anything to me unless i prod you in the right direction. i made that mistake today already, and all i got out of it was a sore hand and a dysfunctional mind. I really dont understand you at all, im still oblivious to the fact that im in the wrong, i honestly dont understand how i am. i was going to go to a party, jesus, how wrong of me. No, i dont want you to apologise, because i know i will never be able to accept it, but i want you to fuck off and leave me at peace?
i really cant seem to get happy at the moment because of you. i have enough shit on my mind without having to worry whether you're currently telling someone what a cunt i am, or saying im bullin about my mental diseases. please get over yourself, because im pretty sure you're just making yourself look even more childish. its not like me to get so personal in a blog but i felt like getting back for once. for once i want to be the fucking child, because apparently its all a lot easier if you are.
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